it occurs to me that there’s something ‘broken’ in me…something that doesn’t work as i’d like it to, that has to do with motivation, or somehow getting my actions in line with reason.
something that has to do with how i’m still up and awake at almost 7 in the morning and yet haven’t done enough studying for this exam that’s in a little more than three hours.
but noticing the problem is only a part of trying to fix it. what’s the cause, where’s the root? and how to fix things? i guess that’s something i’ve wondered for way too long.