a bit earlier, a friend i was chatting with mentioned how the concept of cutting someone off was just quite so…how it was like cutting off contact with your best friend. i thought back a bit and i guess…i can understand that.
i dunno. i guess some things in the conversation made me think somewhat about my own past experience.
…yeah. i guess relationships aren’t really ever easy, but then i don’t think they’re really supposed to be. i suppose that they’re in the same category of things that one needs to work for, but that are more than worth the effort.
mmm well. let life go on, i guess. i want so much to able to just give myself some ultimatums but i don’t know if i can do hold myself to them.