it seems that missing this exam has more serious consequences than i’d anticipated, aka even if i pull off high 90s on the remaining two exams and the quiz, will still get like a D in the class.
this college thing. just not good at it. or maybe it’s something else i’m not good at…a lot of things.
should prob speak to an academic advisor. need to get high As in my other classes, i think, to remain in college. why do i do this.
and also, what a bad bad f-ing bad time for this last weekend to happen. rather, for me to let it affect me. maybe…that was the lesson i was supposed to learn.
what a hard lesson. but i guess the best ones are.
“the best things are the most difficult.” love, learning…life.