why is the weather so nice today?
slept through first class today, which i guess isn’t surprising when you take into account a ~5 bedtime. soo stupid.
more remembered dream segments.
can’t remember the context, but she suddenly became warm toward me again about something, had the same enthusiasm that she doesn’t show anymore. i was surprised but distinctly remember thinking i shouldn’t question.
definitely felt real relief and a weight off my chest
which was equaled by the inevitable disappointment and resignation i felt when i woke up shortly and realized that it was just a dream. thinking, “too good to be true.”
can’t escape through sleep.