i’m not sure if being disgusted drains me emotionally…?
left dance practice today drained, not physically but in some other way. distractions all throughout practice today that were dumb, unnecessary. negative emotions towards other people haha…i can hardly bring myself to sympathize. we’re here to dance. how you can get mad at any of the dancers to not “paying attention” if you guys (1) aren’t setting the example, and (2) are getting distracted yourselves? what a waste of time. we should be using that time to practice. no problem with some fun, but such distractions? stupid.
then walking in on roommate earlier, looks like there was a door-lock problem, they locked the door but it failed to close properly or something because i was just able to walk in. i just talked with a him a bit, but i suppose i see the difficulty because he can’t always warn me ahead of time.
still, at some points it gets annoying. i can choose to not be so irritated at certain parts of this but…i dunno. i just feel disgusted at the stupidity of some things.
early class tomorrow. going to help a friend w/chinese for a short bit and i need to sleep earlier.
not a fan.