The warning, given years ago, is still fresh in my mind–you couldn’t have known that I would grow into developing a personality that is naturally repulsed by the kind of trap you worried that I would fall into.
I’ll keep your words in mind, but I dread to a degree the possible conclusions in an uncertain future.
And for now, I’ll try as much as I can to be true to what I have now. Different weights than the one you feared are the ones that hold me down now.
Sigh. Part of the problem in this case is in the similarities of weakness.
I just want to sleep now haha.